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It’s hard – CATCHING FEELINGS & having to own up to them. She’d much rather live in her little bubble of DENIAL ( it’s not just a river in Egypt !! G O D – why does the voice in the back of her head sound just like Haley !? ) But here she is, face to face with the object of her desire – only it’s not simply desire anymore. She wants him in a way she’s only wanted one other. She wants him with every piece of her – & wants him to want those very same pieces, no matter how broken & half-built they might be. She wants him in ways that terrify her – so maybe it’s BEST to keep on pretending she doesn’t, even if it’s only for one more day.

“You don’t have to stay here anymore, if you don’t want.” She regrets the words as soon as they leave her lips – it makes it seem like she doesn’t want him here – like she’s unaware that he doesn’t have anywhere else to go ( but even if he did, she’d want him to stay – SELFISH as that may be ). “I mean – do you want to ??”
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