protip: whatever you do, don’t think about brooke in california the summer between seasons 2 && 3. don’t think about her spending her days with different guys, just having a good time. don’t think about her having all these casual hookups. don’t think about her coming home after a really great day with a really fun guy and sitting all alone in her room in her parent’s new house there && taking out a piece of paper and an envelope && turning on some mix that makes her think of lucas ( && it’s not even intentional, bc almost anything makes her think of him at this point ) && putting pen to paper && writing yet another letter. she keeps her days busy on purpose so that she doesn’t think about him, but once she’s alone, it’s like it’s compulsive. she needs to get her feelings out somehow && she doesn’t even know if she’s going to tree hill for most of the summer && all she wants is to get over him, BUT SHE CAN’T. those last things he said to her ring in her ear all summer long && she writes him EIGHTY-TWO FUCKING LETTERS ( all different ) telling him how she feels about him. telling him all the ways she loves him. telling him what it feels like to be in love with him. telling him that she never stopped loving him.
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